Ben learns you won't just go blind

Ben's dreams continued unabated now and despite promising himself he would stop touching himself, he couldn't control himself. 

His masturbation marathons now lasted almost the whole morning, morning after morning, sometimes he would orgasm three or four times before struggling out of bed into the shower where inevitably he would touch himself again. 

One afternoon after orgasming for a sixth or seventh time he let a guttural scream of pleasure and felt his consciousness fade out.

His parents hearing his cry and rushed upstairs to his bedroom, where they found the door locked. 

"Ben" Justin shouted "are you okay?"

All they were answered with was a low pitched groan

"Okay Jackie I'm breaking it down stand back, get away from the door Ben I'm coming in"

As Jackie started to cry they heard a harsher sounding groan and Ben kicked the door open with a burst of what must have been adrenaline fueled strength almost kickingthe door it off it's hinges.

 

"Ben I'm here, oh my God" Justin shouted in shock to another low groan from the unconscious youth. 

They found him naked and unconscious in a pool of sweat and bodily fluids Justin walked quickly over, whilst Jackie stood back visibly shaking and sobbing.

Justin checked to make sure Ben had a pulse and was breathing, as Justin pulled away Ben let out another low moan.

Jackie call the base I'm taking him to the hospital there, it's much closer and they've got access to the best doctors. Justin bent over and picked up Ben like he weighed nothing, Ben let out yet another moan, something was seriously wrong. 

"Christ he weighs nothing Jackie" Justin said barely hiding his concern. 

As Justin carried him down the stairs Ben's moans grew in volume until he reached a crescendo as Justin put him in the back of the car. 

"Thank you Daddy" Ben said in a low quiet voice, Justin felt a burst of hope and it reminded him of when Ben was a little baby of no more than three or four and it increased his urgency even more to protect his baby. 

"It's okay baby Daddy's gonna take care of you" he said as Jackie climbed in the back seat alongside Ben and started to try and comfort her son.

"No Daddy........aaarrgghhh!" Ben screamed as Justin roared out of the driveway.

Ben screamed like he was agony the whole way to the hospital no matter what his Mom did. Eventually the car screeched to a halt by a waiting stretcher and crash team, Ben seemed to quieten down as they put him on the gurney and carried him into the hospital, they must have given him a fast acting sedative.

Justin and Jackie stayed in the waiting area all through the night and the most of the next day too with only periodic updates on Ben's condition. 

"We're not sure what's happening"

"We have more tests to run"

"A consultant is flying in this morning"

"We'll let you know once we have more answers"

"His condition is stable"

Eventually the doors opened and the Director of the Hospital walked in ashen faced

Justin rose to his feet "no more fucking bullshit we want some straight answers otherwise I'm tearing this place apart and taking Ben to another hospital" he shouted as he looked hard and menacingly into the Director's eyes.

Jackie stayed seated a little taken aback by this aggressive side of Justin she hadn't seen in a long time. 

The Director clearly shaken "That's why I'm here Mr Simmons, please come with me to my office and gestured for them to follow him. 

Jackie could see Justin was on really on edge his right hand was balled into a fist and his fingertips were turning white from how hard he held his hand. They arrived quickly at the Director's office. 

"Please take a seat" the Director gestured

Jackie sat and Justin continued to pace anxiously 

"you'll want to sit Mr Simmons"

"I'll stand just get on with it" Justin spat out trying to conceal his growing concern, Jackie cried softly in her seat

"Very well" the Director sighed like a tired man "I'm so sorry Mr and Mrs Simmons we've run every test we can and we don't know what's causing this or how to stop it, we tried to get on top of it but it's just too strong"

Jackie started to cry louder and Justin put a hand on her but his face betrayed his frustration. 

"Whatever this is appears to be accelerating exponentially. We've worked non-stop, but, I'm afraid there's no way to say. The explosion at the lab seemed to have released an intense burst of the experimental Alpha-X Rays, and they have appear to have completely rearranged Ben's DNA. He is for all intents and purposes a different person"

Jackie's crying intensified "What d-d-does this mean, how long has he got?"

Justin's eyed glared, his nostrils flared and he squeezed her shoulder softly hoping she would take the hint to be be fucking quiet he needed the news, he needed to know if his baby was going to die. 

"His Y chromosomes appear to have been completely destroyed and replaced with X chromosomes but otherwise except for the changes his body is undergoing it has appeared to stabilize"

"Tell me what that means in layman's terms Doctor so we can both understand" Justin growled in a low tone

" Well no matter what we do he'll be a fully healthy female within the week" he turned and walked away leaving the Simmons', Jackie sobbing and Jason placing anxiously.  

In Ben's room he slept a lightly sedated sleep and heard a voice whispering to him.

"I am you, you are me, we are one"

Don't ask for Whom the Bell Tolls Ben

I have a few of these ready, this release schedule will not be my usual speed, I hope you enjoy Ben's predicament

Don't ask for Whom the Bell Tolls Ben

 

Back home Ben quickly settled back into what had become a Summer of leisure and relaxation instead of the expected college preparation.  

He was staying in bed most of the days and seemed to get up almost exactly when his Dad arrived home from work most days. Jackie was worried something was wrong.

"Justin this just isn't like Ben, he's a driven 4.0 student, I think something's wrong"

"Jackie just leave him be, he could have been killed, let him readjust, Summer will be over soon and then he's going to College he just needs a break.

The fact is he hasn't been driven except by your constant badgering, you've been pushing him ever since he left kindergarten"

 

Jackie's face dropped, "Well he needed it Justin if I hadn't pushed him he'd be going to some crappy state college, not MIT, and his future wouldn't be as bright as it is, I want the best four our son, let's not skip over the fact that your fucking experiments almost killed my Ben, why didn't you tell me what your lab was working on? That's your son you bastard"

"Oh fuck you, the only reason I got him that internship is because you demanded it, bitched about it, and then went on sex strike. Then you wouldn't even sleep in the same bed with me until I couldn't take it any longer, so to get some peace and quiet and one lousy passionless fuck a week I gave in. I told you dozens of times I didn't think it was appropriate but I couldn't tell you why because it's top secret and then I'd have risked my clearance and the job that funds the lifestyle you believe you're entitled too"

Upstairs Ben was sleeping but their raised voices faintly drifted up to his bedroom. No matter how faint they sounded something in his subconscious registered everything that was being said. The tinnitus that was only noticeable at night intensified as a smile grew on Ben's face and his body started to warm.

 

Ben hadn't told anyone but he was having vivid dreams every night. He'd wake up drenched in sweat and didn't seem to ever feel rested during his waking hours. Ben was nauseous all the time and between the hidden vomiting and lack of appetite he'd started to lose weight, in fact he'd lost so much weight his clothes barely fit him anymore. Bend just put it down to the trauma from the accident, he'd  had enough of hospitals and doctors, he decided to ignore it and let it go away on it's own

In his dreams he felt like he was another person, a better person, someone who was in charge of their own life, who got what they wanted just by asking. In his dreams he was powerful, popular, and adored by everyone, he didn't have to be nice, he didn't have to earn things they just seemed to appear as if by magic. In his dreams everyone was eager to fulfill his every wish. His dream persona acted like a spoiled entitled asshole, pushing people around, talking down to everyone even people they knew they were supposed to respect and defer to.

Every morning Ben would awake to a massive erection and he'd masturbate until it went down, which took longer and longer until his orgasms started to sync up perfectly with when he heard his father's voice as he arrived home from work. Ben was scared but he couldn't tell anyone they'd think he was going crazy and he couldn't stop, he was becoming addicted to this.

Later that week the tinnitus grew to a crescendo and a sleeping Ben grimaced, the noise ceased abruptly. In his dream Ben saw a pair of beautiful full, glossy, red smoking lips, he thought he could see them mouthing something. Then then he heard the seductive voice, quietly at first.

"I am you, you are me, we are one"

Accidentally Ben

 

I have decided to split this story up as it was long and I wanted to get some of it out there before I drained myself, starting to post it should force me to keep writing!

Here goes this is my first post ever, wish me luck

Accidentally Ben

Ben was was incredibly lucky there was no doubt about that.

Ben had been doing an internship the summer before college at the military research and development lab his dad managed. 

His Dad's position was the only reason an 18 year old had managed secure such a prestigious opportunity that historically was reserved for high acheiving college Juniors. 

A month after he started there was some kind of accident and the research complex was evacuated quickly just before whatever had gone wrong went critical. 

Ben had been listening to classical music loud on his headphones whilst giling in the basement and had been the last person in the building to react to the alarms. 

He ran up the basement stairs as fast as he could and was almost out of the building when the accident reached it's peak and caused a massive explosion.

Ben was knocked down and partially buried by debris, he lay there for almost 20 minutes when people in Biohazard suits finally extracted him.

The military doctors at the facility he was airlifted to ran what seemed like a million tests on Ben. 

After what seemed like months to Ben but was really only 3 days they pronounced him completely healthy with the exception of a minor case of tinnitus and released him back into his parent's, Jackie and Justin Simmons, care.

Jackie ran to and then gleefully bear hugged Ben, he awkwardly extracted himself and pulled away, looking at her angrily. 

"Where were you Mom? You didn't visit but Dad was here every single day"

"I'm so sorry Ben I couldn't get clearance to be here until they had the test results, the whole facility was locked down in quarantine until they confirmed you were all clear, something to do with a potential hazard from the research they were doing, your Dad was allowed to stay and look after you because he already had clearance"

"Well I suppose it didn't matter that you weren't here anyway as Dad was always here to take care of me" Ben said sarcastically.

"Yes" smiled his Mom, missing Ben's tone, "Daddy and me will always be there to take care of you"

Ben rolled his eyes as he turned away "let's just get out of here okay" he said sharply as he headed towards the exit with his parents following in his wake.